Honest Goodbye Lyrics - Rachel Henley Lyrics

I know where you are now
There is no more wonder.

Heard your engaged
You'll have the wedding we dreamed.

But with another stranger at the altar
The invader of my dreams.

I guess this is goodbye
I know where you are now.

My heart lets out a sigh
Our memories say a final goodbye.

You were and will always be my first love
And my worst and hardest goodbye.

Remember the promise, to meet by heavens gates.

I may be early
And i know you won't be late.

There are so many things
I need to ask
I need to say.

But i know
That for you
It is better this way.

The letters we wrote
The future that we spoke.

We cannot see the flames
But i can still smell the smoke.

You were good to me
Too good for your own good.

But as i look at your smile
At the ever so near distance.

Thats not the smile i made
It's a fake smile
Like your on parade.

I will say till the end
We were real, we were us.

We were the fueds
The passion, the real love.
I did not move on
In the dire hopes you would return.

To rebuild from the ashes
What we both burnt.

Your new last name
It's simple
Just like someone else.

Its in adequate for someone
Who is different from all else.

The regrets
The dreams
I will throw them away into the air.

In hopes yours too
Can dance with them there.

I am sorry
For not being enough
For not telling you.

Telling you what you needed to hear
What coulda made you stay.

But when i decided too
You were gone
It was all too late.

You made me a better person
The gift of change,

Was the second greatest gift you gave.

The first you may ask
Is of course, your heart.

I had the world
But i was ruler until the revolution.

The revolution of growing up and of moving on.

You danced the same dance
Just with a different song.

For months
It tormented me
It killed me and revived me.

All i longed for
Was you
Only you could save me.

I know you won't forget me
I know i still linger.

You will think of me
When that ring slips on your finger.

All those months
I spent dreaming a hopeless dream.

Is now washed away and have sunk into the bottom of your sea.
But now
I can swim
Where to? For land
For any hope.

For now
I can rest easy
For now i can let go.

If only he could love you
Just as much as i do
Then will i be happy
Just happy for you.

I struggle with an honest goodbye
For now is not the perfect setting
And it won't ever be
Even when i die.

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